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serious illness

Tolerance of pain
she has not much strength to speak, paralyzed in bed, breathing through oxygen tubes. Speaking of death, revealing only her eyes calm. Thinking of his own life, the calm face of death, blessing and love of students.
the hospital gave me a death sentence

The more she this way, the more uncomfortable I am, and I hope that a miracle happened too! so many

Death Diary

because the transfer of cancer, her whole body in addition to active arms, no other site can no longer move, can not say too much.
ah, but now I can only let yourself die in peace. Have end-stage breast cancer, she has the body of tumor metastasis. Her body was filled with a variety of catheters, breathing through oxygen tubes. But she looks beautiful, his eyes revealing the light, to feel her strength.

I was preparing to heaven
2007 年 7 months, she returned to Yunnan, a cancer hospital to continue to do chemotherapy. Endure the pain of chemotherapy, time to take medicine, she thought everything in the right direction.
However, one day in April 2008, Plum found his sternum and waist pain, she once again came to the hospital of this tumor, according to finished film, the doctor said is normal. In the same year in July, doctors still say there is no re-check the transfer. But the body is wrong, pain everywhere, the end of 2008, she fainted at any time.
interview, for the convenience of talking hands from time to time she would take off the oxygen mask and hood. Even so tough, she always smiling, no one knows her body because every nerve cell phagocytosis and feel pain.

used to think that there is a love her husband, the daughter of a sensible, this life is enough. But now clubs can not move, she could not bear the world, but only quietly waiting for the last moments of life. In the past month, the hospital's doctors, nurses and patients have been her tenacious and optimistic life touched.

want more live several years longer, but now I only live a few months. carried into the hospital by their families. In this hospital, the doctor made it clear to tell her that the cancer has widespread systemic metastasis,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], spine, ribs, sternum, pelvis all, the spine has been eating off cancer cells.

experience.

reporter Deng Jianhua
plum about death, frankly, like talking about life. white flowers, the people around. Her old father said: She is a love reading people, but the work did not let her busy the opportunity to write your own thinking about life. blog, she wanted to p> Now, lying in bed, she is still a daily oral his ...
(should the patient request for the alias text plum. plum's blog [link widoczny dla zalogowanych])
2006 年 7 months, plum blossom from a mass in the right breast, through the consumption down to eat traditional Chinese medicine, the doctor said no big problem. However, in March 2007, the upper part of her left breast suddenly grew a package. Yan'an Hospital of Kunming to check, was already diagnosed with breast cancer, the doctor is her friend, for fear she can not afford and did not tell her the results.
shoot a family portrait.

Late last year, she has been very sick, and coma several times. A cold can increase because the father was admitted to the hospital, she is still struggling with his father Aoyao body, the father of medicine to the hospital to drink. Until the New Year, my father did not see his four most loved daughter to know she has not up, lying on the hospital, the old man immediately collapsed to the floor. The company as long as aid to the people, she has always been generous to it, never asking for anything.
were examined in Kunming, she finally decided to go to Beijing. However, the Chinese Academy of Medical Sciences in Beijing Cancer Hospital, the doctor told her clearly suffering from breast cancer,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]!
do not want people to worry about her

carrying plum blossom,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and her husband, Mr. Wang moved to tears in front of our faces: I am more uncomfortable, I too hope that a miracle happened! She was never liar, because of his illness on his life that it once lie. Plum only to bear all their own. Because of chemotherapy, hair all shaved, she goes to the company by wearing a wig to work, busy and competent, she did not let my colleagues see that she is a patient. She was always with the best state of mind and a smile to greet relatives and friends. No one knows,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she does not go very fast.
send me away, a can not cry. do a fight; the face of friends, the face of society, I would like to give a really emotional.

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\Qin-xiu of the catalytic superior to any martial arts exercises, such as Tannangquwu ears. The type a few words, but very effective gas giant, is the so-called \

The exercises have two type:
first one: the first motion
flame position: Natural sit cross-legged, body integrity.
fingerprints: Fingerprint hands in the flame front end.
contemplate: the smell of mutton at the fire burning in the cave.
explained: Flame fingerprints: press the throttle in the middle finger with both hands, the rest of your fingers meet.
work environment: Qin-xiu hundred days, the body turn Shun Yeung.
second type: overweening
position: Natural sit cross-legged,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], body integrity.
fingerprints: Domination of India formed in the chest with both hands.
view to: defeat of all things, I is the universe.
explained: connecting the thumb and middle finger, forearm cross.
work environment: the smell of mutton in the center of my universe, three hundred days, share the honor of the Wing to the pubic region as the center.
Note: there are any anomalies within seven days to give up this power consciously, or peril.
heaven and earth five hundred days before the Heart ascetic practice line power, penance thousand days was excellent.

second line power
(first floor) Long as a success
, the power law does not require double sit cross-legged, just sitting in a chair or stop riding down the legs can be. But be sure to choose quiet, elegant, fresh air location practice. Neck straight, head hanging, abdomen Tayao, shoulders slightly open, spine straight, head of the Vatican point is the sky, slightly levator ani, the two palm up on his knees, relax Eye hole, natural breathing, gas sink lower abdomen, So sit, with no distractions.
Second, the concentration, head caves in the day, a short day with a clear head at point hole, a dazzling light. The highlights from the day of fly head fell one point Shengjing bliss, into your own image, and you exactly the same.
three, hand set clear statement really as long as India. Grab the thumbs pointed the middle finger of the second stripes, respectively, at the center, two middle finger second knuckle bent, hands stacked, left hand on his right hand in the next, the two middle finger knuckle bend in the second phase, palms up two in the starting point it at your fingertips and nose, close to the navel, put away, close his eyes and visualize your breath with the celestial eye, there is a mountain in Paradise shengjing towering elephant stands as the foot of the mountain there is a large river like a dragon roar, like the Pentium . The idea of living in paradise shengjing tied me on the other. Recited the special sound, mixed? Ban hua, seven hundred seventy-four read a thousand times. Continue to view the other I want you (actually your soul-ming points) with both hands to hold up the mountain, the mountain becomes a giant elephant and two feet on the river, the river turned into a dragon. The body becomes extremely tall, stand tall, as if this world conceit,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I was road and I is the truth, everything the world can not match. At this point Outlook to Satisfy the giant elephant into light into the body from the palm of the hand, foot dragon also into light into the soles of the feet, the body is filled with light.
four, six-hand turn Lotus India for Results: the hands cross each other fork finger, right hand little finger and ring finger left hand little finger pointed at the root joint, right hand ring finger and left middle finger and ring finger pointed at the root joint, right hand middle finger and index finger of his left middle finger pointed at the root joint, the right index finger pointed at his left tiger's mouth, right thumb and right index finger clean touch, left thumb and left little finger tip relative to knot. Recited the special sound as follows: miscellaneous? Ban hua, four words out of Weeks Forty-nine times. Visualize living in paradise I shengjing another bright spot reduced to a white head back to his days in the vein of Xueli reach into the heart chakra of living in the center of the heart chakra. Visualize the white light emitted by bright light in your veins, light your whole body,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], whole body extremely bright, lit up the void, their bodies have become hollow, filled the void increases. Contemplate in their own round of below the seabed in the back and forth like a giant running non-stop delivery to his energy, and the elephants themselves accordingly, conscious of God. Finally, the elephant into a light into the vein, full of energy into the body. Visualize yourself with a dragon on the top round in the churn, keep absorbing their energy and dragon dragon appropriate, if at any time can be like a dragon soaring in the sky like the sea. Visualization into a light into the dragon in his veins, into the body is full of energy. At this point, as the dragon and its own fully integrated with the harmony. Concentrate the mind in this meditation, meditation, meditation.
unusual martial arts are penance for three years off the ground, \Ten tips Jian Qi

sit cross-legged, arms circling, fingers phase about a foot away from. Luck to the smell of mutton from the Conception Vessel on, to the left shoulder, to the left to right, to the right shoulder, the latter owned by the smell of mutton. This twenty-four times, then reverse.
sit cross-legged, arms circling, fingers phase about a foot away from. Du to the right shoulder on luck since, to his right hand to left hand to left shoulder, so the three sixth, and then reversed. Central and close to the gas under the pubic region pubic region, to Qin-xiu. Within thirty days of gas outward, outside air is also off the ground within the initial collection.
Masachika sitting, viewing back to listen, eyes closed face down, meaning keep the pubic region, two-hand fist placed on the abdomen, kung fu now, a moment pubic air feet, this time the body Juyi smooth, gas is no longer liable meridian line, but the free transfer, that is intended to take offense to the line. At point three feet in front of a candle, wax candle aligned raised right fist, fingers straight at the same time suddenly, with the voice, \while lasing out and hit the candle. Note that there is no fan of the Wind Action Xu, all lease the internal forces, until the candle is about to hit after hit off gas recovery. Exchanged hands practice. After the first practice Sanyang sword, Excalibur, after training three yin channels, not less than one hour each practice. With the skill of the growth, the gradual shift away from the candle or five feet, seven feet, nine feet, ten feet or farther. Generally marked by ten feet. Qin-xiu freely send and receive up to ten off the ground is also unusual tactic Jianqi penance seven years martial arts are off the ground, \
(third layer) Happy universe
dynamic exercise one: feet separated at shoulder width, hands held his head straight into the palm, fingers relative, palms up, eyes flat as, palms touching the ground under the pressure inversion After the arm out to push, push the edge Zhi Yao held palm side of the head, reduced from the ceremony. The above actions over and over, sinking breath, inhale on the play.
II: Horse standing, his arms toggle fist on the arm, fist up, body straight, seeing the front. Then, change character and push fists, palms facing forward, while the body from the waist prior to the launch, with the breath, mind concentration Laogong; Then, palms external rotation, respectively, into the palm facing up, change boxing, toggle adduction , with type slowly close to the waist, boxing up the heart, with suction, meaning keep labor Palace. More action,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], unlimited, within our capabilities.
Three: Connect-style left turn, or left bow stance,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], hands flat on the cross back to front, palms down, shoulder width, parallel, meaning keep labor Palace, close to the armpit after weak attempt at legislation palm, that slightly bent, body after the sitting, left leg straight, right leg bent, the focus in the right foot, launched in the shoulder parallel to the palms, palm outward, into the right lunge. Over and over several times, turned to the right in practice, the same position, in the opposite direction.
four: closing power, connected to the type, relative palms, palms up, holding from the gas to the pubic region pubic region, Fan Zhang, and then slowly back to the pubic region under pressure, holding the body when the suction, under the pressure when the call gas.

static power
feet shoulder width apart, palms flat on the side, palm down, two head, meaning keep Laogong a minute, palms down to the cross-held flat after the forward , palms up, squat down into a horse. And training for a minute, a minute later, after the palms back to the waist, slowly rose to his chest, about a foot from the chest, palm inward, fingers spread relatively, slightly into the claw-shaped, horse the same, meaning keep labor Palace, feel weak support when starting to restore the power of static type, and review of static power. A stick of time for a return.
Advanced
at work: learning to be in Japan this work, sitting cross-legged, feet hearts heavenward, hands on his head inclined toward the sun into the encirclement type, intended Satisfy the sun, when the hand of a thermal, the intended Soon the sun turned into heat about two shares of CHD in the pubic region into the sink, in the downlink to the pubic region, after Du upstream from Baihui out in both hands, and the formation of the sun, the number of repeated Plough.
months work: learning to be in the middle of this work, sitting cross-legged, feet hearts heavenward, hands on his head into encircle the moon aligned oblique style, intended Baihui head on the moon in this, when there are cool Baihui the flu, imagine the moon turn into shudders down by the pubic region along the Governor Vessel - in the pubic region shares by about two out of the hands between the two Spontaneous into the moon, the number of repeated Plough.
these two functions should pay particular attention to the two power when the number of training must be the same, and if practiced at training on work to be successful, practicing on training at work to be successful, be different if not together of yin and yang, heaven and earth shall Thailand, Mast Boxer can not excel invisible colorless silent phase of the environment. Air conduction along really above the law.
need this feature when the sun and the moon intercourse training, practitioners can face south back north, east or west but never can. Natural stand shoulder width, relax, meditation must consider. After the cross-step left foot to right foot,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], breathe the same time ideas of yin and yang, and the gas together issued by the pubic region and the flow in the palms. The body into a squatting or sitting disc position, hands in front of the merger, while breath, ideas with each other to force the hands of the gas attack, a ball in his hands formed between the flow of gas. Breath, breath out pushing the same time, while the silent mind infuriating the ball hit invisible colorless phase, in addition to the hundred steps to the destruction of objects. When pushing with the palm in the eyes wide open, mouth hair Hey sound.
unusual martial arts are dynamic power and static power practice learning advanced features only after the Hundred Days, \Three-hour off the ground, one hour each repair.
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